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I'm finding part of life quite hard,
it comes and attacks me, for I have no guard.
But unhappy is not the right word you see,
as in general life is as blessed as can be.
Good husband, great kids, nice home.
So many gifts, little cause to moan.
There is just this one area of my life,
it gives me so much pain and strife.
It should be easy, 'get a grip' you say,
but for some of us it just isn't that way.
I want to sort it out, I want to get better,
I know there's a need, that's why I'm writing this letter.
But there is no easy path,
it will be lots of hard work and graft.
Am I ready for that I wonder, can I take off this mask?
For unveiling makes me vulnerable and reminds me of the past.
But change has to happen, I can not go on this way,
I need to be strong each and every way.
Now is the time to stop being scared, a good example I must set,
and that means walking every day step by step.
No need to take great leaps Michelle,
every inch forward is a step out of this living hell.
Trust in the Lord and let Him be king,
then finally you will be released from this awful thing.
Thank you Jesus.
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| Plaque at Beachy Head, East Sussex |
Michelle Pannell, 22 November 2013
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